I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile; the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold; the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

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I will dedicate
And sacrifice my every thing
For just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending
And I wish I could know
If the directions that I take
And all the choices
That I make
Won't end up all for nothing

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer
Is there something more than
What I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer

Help me carry on
Assure me it's OK
To use my heart
And not my eyes
To navigate the darkness
Will the ending be ever
Coming suddenly?
Will I ever get to see the
Ending to my story?

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Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer
Is there something more than
What I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer

So when and
How will I know?
How much further
Do I have to go?
How much longer
Until I finally know?
Because I'm looking and
I just can't see
What's in front of me
In front of me

Show me what it's for
Make me understand it
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer
Is there something more than
What I've been handed?
I've been crawling in the dark
Looking for the answer
 

I've lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus: (Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind) The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you

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Pre chorus Chorus (2x)

We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds The sacrifice of hiding in a lie We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds The sacrifice is never knowing

Chorus (2x)

Pushes me away…(2x)

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies

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